i'm in a constant state of inner reflection. recently i have been reflecting on what i want, who i want to be, and what I want to do. I get overwhelmed sometimes but keep in pursuit of my desires. these are some recent conclusions i have drawn from my mental festering:
-I want to write. I have so much going on in my head and i never seem to have time to get any of it out. this is the first step to becoming who i want to be :)
-I want to travel! i have always wanted to travel. i want to see how other people live and what their customs are. I want to try different foods, meet different people. I want to see as much of the world as possible
-I want to get my bachelors degree. which i am actively working toward and come hell or high water i will get it!
-I don't want to complain all the time. It has recently been called to my attention that I like to complain. I am recognizing when I want to make a negative comment and trying to focus my thoughts to positive things.
-I want to be more like astropixie, my sister. she is so full of energy and excitement and zest. I am so glad that I have such an awesome sister!
-I want to enjoy myself again. I think my job is killing me. i've worked in nursing homes for 5 years and i have defenately noticed an attitude change...
-I want to take more pictures
-I want to become the person I want to be.
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